[00:00.00] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya [00:01.00] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya [00:14.50]You hid me in your dorm room [00:17.51]It was Halloweekend, I just flew [00:21.22]across the globe, 22 hours just to see you [00:27.03]Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed [00:31.55]and talk about your cool new friend [00:34.83]who I never met [00:36.51]who you dated as soon as I left [00:41.96]Carolina autumn [00:44.80]It had been a year since I saw you, since we ended it [00:50.21]Had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted [00:54.53]Now we’re holding hands, as not quite friends, but not quite lovers [01:00.74]Well we’ll just pretend [01:02.14]You say “it’s complicated to make amends” [01:05.67]Well is that the way that we’re headed then? [01:09.83]And you couldn’t answer me [01:12.18]Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth [01:16.38]and let your hands both freely speak like I wasn’t ever gonna leave [01:26.45]You were all I’d ever known [01:31.88]and now I’m supposed to love you from a distance [01:36.29]like it’s nothing [01:37.99]like its instant [01:39.72]and you say “let’s just see where this goes” [01:45.54]and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine 'cause I’m having to grasp that you’re somehow not mine anymore [01:55.62]It’s so cruel how things are only almost like they were before [02:01.30](ah ah ah) Like they were before [02:14.63]We walk downtown and it’s charming [02:17.69]You’re alarmingly disarming [02:19.30]Yeah we’ve got 48 hours left [02:24.26]before I fly back to my death [02:27.67]While you stay just fine [02:29.59]and feel alive [02:31.45]South of the Mason-Dixon line [02:34.60]where everyone closes shop at 9 [02:38.37]where you could somehow finally find [02:41.79]what you were desperately looking for [02:45.19]Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York [02:48.20]with our chalkboard walls and slanted floors [02:51.90]Oh, we could’ve had that and so much more [02:55.55]Ask your new lover what it’s like to be given [02:58.80]a real fighting chance before you wish her good riddance [03:02.19]Did anything ever really count [03:05.42]or was I just a two-year practice round? [03:11.10]You were all I’d ever known [03:16.21]and now I’m feeling stupid [03:18.89]you’re forbidden [03:20.55]They say yeah we were something, [03:22.54]too bad we were children [03:24.52]Oh, I don’t know where to go [03:30.11]and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine [03:34.33]'cause I’m looking at you & God knows you’re not mine anymore [03:40.05]It’s so cruel how things will never be the way they were before [03:50.72]It’s almost just like how it was before [03:57.26]But it’s not anymore