[00:00.000] 作词 : David Morse/Demario DeWayne White, Jr./Thomas Walker/Kevin Davis
[00:00.196] 作曲 : David Morse/Demario DeWayne White, Jr./Thomas Walker/Kevin Davis
[00:00.392][Chorus]
[00:11.167]When I ain't takin' these drugs, I get nauseous (Nauseous)
[00:14.093]Thinkin' 'bout my dawg gone, I get more sick (Throw it off)
[00:17.089]I be needin' love, but I won't force it (Nah)
[00:19.790]I prefer wock' over red, I got choices (Choices)
[00:22.717][Verse 1]
[00:22.976]I've been like this all my life, guess this shit in my genes (DNA)
[00:27.319]I've been thinkin' 'bout my life, gotta get out them things (Why?)
[00:30.024]Too much fentanyl in the street, they puttin' they cut on pills (Chill)
[00:33.273]I lost Shanayna to that shit, it still don't feel real
[00:35.955]Standin' over her, shakin' my head, wipin' Damiyah tears (Uh)
[00:38.649]She takin' it the hardest, reminscin', thirteen years (Hurt)
[00:41.877]Taivo been through this, I had to ask him "How you heal?"
[00:44.871]Ain't no amount of money gon' change the way I feel
[00:47.857]This a nightmare, I'm just trapped inside it (Inside)
[00:49.784]Mama jump up out the bed, every time she hear a siren (Hope it ain't me)
[00:53.045]No 2-1-9-4's, F.I. 2-3's (What else you need?)
[00:55.750]That little pink pill put me at top speed (Go)
[00:58.700][Chorus]
[00:58.979]When I ain't takin' these drugs, I get nauseous (Nauseous)
[01:01.730]Thinkin' 'bout my dawg gone, I get more sick (Throw it off)
[01:04.680]I be needin' love, but I won't force it (Nah)
[01:07.396]I prefer wock' over red, I got choices (Choices)
[01:10.879][Verse 2]
[01:11.145]Don't know what you is to your city, but I run mine (Mine)
[01:13.341]Know where you at, watch where you step, don't cross the gun line (Don't do that)
[01:16.557]I like hittin' her from behind, she say "It's all mine" (Uh)
[01:19.524]But I can't lay up with you, boo, you know it's crunch time (Go)
[01:22.501]Spaced out, lookin' out the window, I just start cryin' (Why?)
[01:25.715]Tryna figure you out who gave that drop on when my dawg died (Cuz)
[01:28.652]Wrote that in red, I told him "Make sure pressure get applied" ('Nem)
[01:31.615]Every picture I got with you, I can't archive (We got 'em)
[01:34.887]I get deep off in my feelings and I can't hide it (Man)
[01:37.576]Let 'em talk, sit back, be quiet, I never regret my silence (Shh)
[01:40.799]I want them to feel how I feel, so I resort to violence (Spin)
[01:43.504]No, I can't wife her, if the bitch come with high mileage (Red cup)
[01:46.719][Chorus]
[01:47.265]When I ain't takin' these drugs, I get nauseous (Nauseous)
[01:49.959]Thinkin' 'bout my dawg gone, I get more sick (Throw it off)
[01:52.674]I be needin' love, but I won't force it (Nah)
[01:55.667]I prefer wock' over red, I got choices (Choices)
[01:58.653]When I ain't takin' these drugs, I get nauseous (Nauseous)
[02:01.613]Thinkin' 'bout my dawg gone, I get more sick (Throw it off)
[02:04.551]I be needin' love, but I won't force it (Nah)
[02:07.222]I prefer wock' over red, I got choices (Dealin' with my problems a lil' different)
[02:10.717][Outro]
[02:10.984]These last eight to ten months
[02:16.091]Is the real reason why shit been goin' how it's goin'
[02:18.491]For example, me still tryna be a superstar artist
[02:22.025]Me tryin' to please my fans and put music out to the world
[02:26.066]But at the same time dealin' with real situations
[02:29.047]Endurin' real pain
[02:31.231]I'm talkin' 'bout back to back, back to back, back to back
[02:33.925]One year changed my whole life forever
[02:37.116]I lost my kids, mama, I had to take them in
[02:40.636]What man you know doin' that, for real?
[02:43.049]At the peak of his career, at that
[02:45.779]Then on top of that, I lose my brother to the streets
[02:49.286]Shit, he had kids, so now it's like his kids like mine
[02:53.581]Whenever they call, whenever they need somethin'
[02:57.074]I come through
[02:58.606]Most of the time, when you dealin' with pain
[03:00.202]You try to cope with it by running to drank, weed, pills, all that
[03:05.281]That's 'posed to be medicine
[03:07.675]But the whole time it's making me more sick, for real