[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aaron Cheung/Blest Jones/Philip Chang
[00:00.463] I love you, boy
[00:04.074] Run before
[00:07.427] They kill you, run
[00:11.619] I love you, boy
[00:14.990] Run before
[00:18.547] They kill you, run
[00:19.728] Yeah
[00:20.315]
[00:21.041] You grew up in a environment that was hostile and gate wild
[00:24.839] Arguments you heard as a small child, had an effect
[00:27.579] That left you with a lot to undo
[00:29.615] Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin', "**** you"
[00:32.276] Imagine the visual
[00:33.546] Diaper on, already dealin' with the residual
[00:36.616] Effects of an explosive father figure with difficult
[00:39.220] Momma was miserable
[00:40.475] His love felt conditional
[00:41.825] You better be perfect, otherwise hе'll be hypocritical
[00:44.413] Belittle you 'til you nothin', yеah, hurts to listen
[00:47.078] Need the parent, had to regulate the nervous system
[00:49.737] That was reactive, mom was fatalistic
[00:52.320] No one to protect you, grandfather paid a visit
[00:54.812] To take you and your siblings and your momma far away
[00:57.664] Twenty-nine years later, she regrets that she stayed
[01:00.573] You were doomed from the start, you were hurt and ostracized
[01:03.020] There's a wound in your heart, survival mode, you traumatized (For real)
[01:04.961]
[01:06.670] I love you, boy (I love you)
[01:10.063] Run before
[01:13.628] They kill you, run
[01:17.773] I love you, boy
[01:21.249] Run before
[01:24.709] They kill you, run
[01:26.309] Yeah
[01:27.012]
[01:27.303] The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
[01:30.986] Supreme confidence, deep cripplin' insecurity
[01:33.646] The damage that's been done is explicit
[01:35.630] And abusive and a critic, nothin' that you ever do is really good enough, is it?
[01:39.699] You didn't get validation from your dad so you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
[01:44.335] You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that people who look like you don't get out of rage of accomplishments
[01:50.124] Bein' ignored, the door take outside force, that you
[01:52.905] Yet again, apparently, aren't good enough for
[01:55.781] All fueled you, your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
[01:58.937] That's why you call a chick every night to come do you
[02:01.884] Only to be left feelin' less than before
[02:04.596] Didn't have the tools to manage stress, you at war
[02:07.288] With yourself, you need love
[02:08.740] Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough
[02:11.402] Overcompensatin' in interviews, tryna prove that you right
[02:14.615] Maybe then you'll be liked
[02:16.036] Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home
[02:19.547] I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone
[02:21.870]
[02:24.057] I love you, boy (I'm sorry)
[02:27.478] Run before
[02:31.098] They kill you, run
[02:34.990] I love you, boy
[02:38.400] Run before
[02:41.689] They kill you, run
[02:43.565] Yeah
[02:44.226]
[02:44.679] You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
[02:47.807] The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud but you wrong
[02:50.477] Look how far you took it, international bookings
[02:52.666] You gave your family a cushion
[02:53.997] And through the hate, you kept pushin'
[02:55.366] Knew you had people lookin' up to you, you held your composure
[02:58.124] As hell moved close to you, you a soldier
[02:59.866] It's a shock that you were ever sober
[03:01.472] I never told you how I feel, I apologize
[03:04.048] Lot of guys would've fold, I guess I'm not surprised
[03:06.619] You prophesized this from the get go
[03:08.074] Anything you wanted, went and got it 'cause you said so
[03:10.768] Packs of women fightin' over you like chef Tchanko
[03:13.572] Seven figure checks, private jets, your best friends know
[03:16.319] Your character, you proved that by sharin' your
[03:18.661] Successes and blessings, but when you hurt, we hurt
[03:21.310] Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so
[03:24.478] You carried me as far as you could go
[03:26.436] Now it's time to say goodbye, before I leave, you should know though, yeah
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[03:30.185] I love you, boy
[03:33.645] Run before
[03:37.061] They kill you, run
[03:41.215] I love you, boy
[03:44.669] Run before
[03:48.095] They kill you, run