[00:00.000] 作词 : Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift [00:05.168] Drowning in the Blue Nile [00:07.989] He sent me "Downtown Lights" [00:13.134] I hadn't heard it in a while [00:15.662] My boredom's bone-deep [00:18.187] This cage was once just fine [00:23.188] Am I allowed to cry? [00:25.751] I dream of cracking locks [00:28.519] Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks [00:33.568] Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox [00:38.366] I'm seeing visions, am I bad? [00:41.513] Or mad? Or wise? [00:44.621] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [00:54.173] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [00:58.605] Oh, what a way to die [01:04.331] I keep recalling things we never did [01:08.916] Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts [01:14.725] Without ever touching his skin [01:17.826] How can I be guilty as sin? [01:23.827] I keep these longings locked [01:28.935] In lowercase, inside a vault [01:31.747] Someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts [01:38.988] Only your actions talk [01:41.524] These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath [01:46.916] Taking all of me, we've already done it in my head [01:51.921] If it's make-believe [01:54.508] Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow? [02:00.484] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [02:09.919] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [02:14.380] Oh, what a way to die [02:20.034] My bedsheets are ablaze, I've screamed his name [02:24.783] Building up like waves crashing over my grave [02:30.408] Without ever touching his skin [02:33.642] How can I be guilty as sin? [02:38.822] What if I roll the stone away? [02:43.380] They're gonna crucify me anyway [02:47.883] What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy? [02:54.834] If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me [03:01.092] They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly [03:05.818] I choose you and me religiously [03:13.620] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? [03:23.161] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze [03:27.624] Oh, what a way to die [03:33.308] I keep recalling things we never did [03:37.923] Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts [03:43.718] Without ever touching his skin [03:46.890] How can I be guilty as sin? [03:52.828] He sent me "Downtown Lights" [03:57.965] I hadn't heard it in a while [04:08.032] Am I allowed to cry?