The ground doesn't look so far from here (prod. The Roach Mane)歌词

[00:11.19]$igil
[00:15.23]I see what I've become and I hate what I am
[00:19.21]Take away my breathing; take my life right where I stand
[00:22.62]All alone in my home, Let it burn right through my soul
[00:26.19]You don't know what I've done to get to this point on the road
[00:30.22]I work and I work till I bend and I break
[00:31.90]I’m losing control and I’m losing my faith
[00:33.66]Nothing could stop me from feeling this way
[00:35.53]I’ve been trying to change, but I’m being the same
[00:37.54]Seeking for peace but I can’t leave the habit
[00:39.34]I ******* unleash when I’m snapping, a savage
[00:41.36]Been carrying such heavy and burdensome baggage
[00:43.17]So tired of hurting I’m letting you have it
[00:46.40]Yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch
[00:49.28]Yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch
[00:53.76]Yeah bi*ch
[00:56.12]Yeah bi*ch
[00:57.68]Oh
[00:58.74]Oh oh oh oh oh
[01:01.30]**** this world and **** tonight
[01:02.91]Why must I try, struggle then I die
[01:04.83]Hustle with my time, no sleep just grind
[01:06.65]Now it’s been a good minute, and $igil on the rise
[01:08.75]I don’t even need to do ****
[01:10.52]I don’t even need to wake up
[01:12.28]I’m only in this world for a little,
[01:13.78]But I’m wishin' that I wasn’t 'cause I ******* feel stuck