xiphinema
"Maybe it's that I believe that subconsciously I'm not worthy."
"Or deserving of being happy."
"But, for a long time I've not wanted to be here."
"And there's nothing that I can do, to leave here faster."
"I can't kill myself, I can't."
"It's not that I don't want to."
"It's that I think that I cannot kill myself."
"I've tried multiple times, numerous times."
"And I cannot die, I won't fxcking die."
"Some of me thinks, I live to die, and I want to die."
"Because I want the pain to stop."
"The medication doesn't help."
"The psychiatrists and therapists, they don't help."
"None of it helps."
"None of it helps."
xiphinemaLRC歌词
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[00:02.64]"Maybe it's that I believe that subconsciously I'm not worthy."
[00:07.54]"Or deserving of being happy."
[00:11.38]"But, for a long time I've not wanted to be here."
[00:18.34]"And there's nothing that I can do, to leave here faster."
[00:23.11]"I can't kill myself, I can't."
[00:28.74]"It's not that I don't want to."
[00:31.94]"It's that I think that I cannot kill myself."
[00:34.76]"I've tried multiple times, numerous times."
[00:38.46]"And I cannot die, I won't fxcking die."
[00:47.36]"Some of me thinks, I live to die, and I want to die."
[00:54.99]"Because I want the pain to stop."
[00:57.51]"The medication doesn't help."
[00:59.76]"The psychiatrists and therapists, they don't help."
[01:04.01]"None of it helps."
[01:06.51]"None of it helps."
