Yak Thoughts歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena
[00:14.197]This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man
[00:17.685]It's like really real shit right now
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[00:20.325]Uh, smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin'
[00:23.042]Hoping for hope, but I'm hopeless
[00:24.889]Too much distractions, I'm losing my focus
[00:26.790]Too much pain, can barely notice the beauty in things
[00:29.286]Too much mental commotion, man
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[00:31.180]I'm tryin' to get back to the way I was
[00:33.487]I'm tired of escaping, I'm tired of the drugs
[00:35.601]I be having these relations but be hiding my love (Damn)
[00:38.356]And instead of chasin, I'm like, "That bitch is a dub"
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[00:40.891]Uh, feeling the need to keep my heart on freeze
[00:43.345]Suffocating my feelings, instead of letting them breathe
[00:45.722]Knowing I'm hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze
[00:48.103]'Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that shit on my sleeve
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[00:50.750]I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Kween
[00:53.237]Praying is the only time I ever get on my knees
[00:55.718]These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hm)
[00:58.236]You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr)
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[01:00.940]Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn)
[01:03.178]Observing niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead
[01:05.750]Try and get these evil thoughts out of my ****ing head
[01:08.304]It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit
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[01:12.930]Damn
[01:15.306]I can't even sleep without it, man
[01:17.955]That's a different type of paranoia, man
[01:21.525]You don't understand that pain, man
[01:25.588]That fame, man, that fame, man, listen
[01:29.173]We still on timing, you feel me?
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[01:30.706]Ay, uh, told my fans to pray for me because I'm losing it (Pray for me)
[01:34.198]Ain't just drinking the Henny now, I'm abusing it (Damn)
[01:36.932]I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn)
[01:39.241]In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it
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[01:42.004]The relationship with my Mother ain't been good lately (Mama)
[01:44.437]That's probably why I'm always fighting with my old lady (Yo, Mama)
[01:46.966]And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me
[01:49.606]If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts)
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[01:52.052]Mentally been on my own lately (Huh?)
[01:53.888]Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh?)
[01:55.328]Kinda been out of my zone lately
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[01:56.773]No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn)
[01:59.279]Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately
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[02:01.463]All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts)
[02:03.344]This new election, I don't know with it (Mm)
[02:05.181]I'm kind of skeptical
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[02:06.489]But this America, you gotta, mm
[02:08.268]Shut up and go with it
[02:09.600]The government, ain't no controlling it, huh?
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[02:12.824]Ain't no controlling that, man
[02:15.706]Huh, you just gotta live through it, man
[02:21.783]It's life
[02:25.125]Know what I mean
[02:28.542]It's where we live, man
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[02:31.650]Uh, circle getting smaller, money getting taller
[02:34.897]**** who you are, I'm judging you by your aura
[02:37.032]No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (Facts)
[02:39.426]I built my brand from the floor up (Facts)
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[02:41.863]Came from the bottom, made some hundreds
[02:43.317]Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hm)
[02:44.633]Went from wearing white tee's, to cashing out on designers
[02:46.730]But still rock white tee's, still humble, I promise (Mm-hm)
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[02:49.326]But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq
[02:51.771]Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh?)
[02:54.531]If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talking (Uh)
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[02:56.796]I had a heart, then I lost it
[02:58.214]I've been hurt too often (Damn)
[02:59.492]Playing defense with my heart
[03:00.836]No more playing offense (Nope)
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[03:02.156]God first, I can't let the Devil get to me
[03:04.105]I will never change if I keep drinking this Hennessy
[03:06.903]But I would never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me
[03:09.126]And bro I know you gone, but I still need you to live for me (Need you)
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[03:12.897]It's the realist shit I ever wrote
[03:14.860]If I don't say it in my music, you would never know (Never know)
[03:17.209]Like this 100 racks I'm holding, I would never fold (Never)
[03:19.673]Going back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never)
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[03:24.264]Never going
[03:26.636]Never go broke again
[03:29.490]Could never lose
[03:31.480]Told 'em, "I could never lose"
[03:33.943]Told 'em, "I could never lose"
[03:36.530]Told 'em, "I could never lose"
[03:39.525]Could never lose