Arose歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom
[00:05.108]If I could rewind time like a tape
[00:07.917]Inside a boombox
[00:09.125]One day for every pill or Percocet that I ate
[00:13.442]Cut down on the Valium, I'da heard everything
[00:16.554]But death is turning so definite, wait
[00:19.902]They got me all hooked up to some machine
[00:22.324]I love you, Bean
[00:23.280]Didn't want you to know I was struggling
[00:25.601]Feels like I'm underwater submerged
[00:27.454]Like a submarine
[00:28.342]Just heard that nurse say
[00:29.479]My liver and kidneys aren't functioning
[00:31.744]Been flirtatious with death
[00:33.358]Skirt-chasing, I guess
[00:34.525]It's "arrivederci" same nurse
[00:36.343]Just heard say they're unplugging me
[00:38.010]And it's your birthday
[00:39.577]Jade, I'm missing your birthday
[00:41.575]Baby girl, I'm sorry
[00:42.919]I ****ing hate when you hurt, Hay
[00:45.180]And sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts
[00:47.676]But, girls, you can just open 'em
[00:49.053]Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
[00:51.826]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
[00:54.037]I go to make a fist, but I can't make one
[00:56.355]I'm frozen stiff
[00:57.432]I yell, but nothing comes out
[00:58.942]I'm crying inside, I shout
[01:00.517]My vocal cords won't permit me
[01:02.146]I scream, but it's not aloud
[01:04.468]You put your arm around Momma to calm her, wow
[01:06.818]I just thought about the aisle
[01:08.601]I'll never get to walk us down
[01:10.689]Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns
[01:13.630]It's 'bout to be 2008
[01:15.410]How's this happening now?
[01:17.229]I've got so much more to do
[01:18.747]And Proof, I'm truly sorry
[01:20.223]If I let you down, but this tore me in two
[01:23.944]The thought of no more me and you
[01:26.032]You gave me shoes, Nikes, like new
[01:27.887]For me for school
[01:29.938]Dudey, I'm trying, but you
[01:31.649]You were the glue that binded
[01:33.210]So many things
[01:34.003]Time, I'd give anything to rewind it
[01:36.494]I had to walk down my halls
[01:37.876]And constantly be reminded
[01:39.516]By pictures all on my walls
[01:41.054]And I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
[01:42.880]That image burned in my brain of you on that table
[01:45.350]Me falling across your body
[01:46.881]Not able to stand to save you
[01:49.371]God, why did you take him?
[01:51.271]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive
[01:53.306]But I'm dying, where's Nathan?
[01:54.899]Little ladies, be brave
[01:56.504]Take care of your mother
[01:58.046]Smile pretty for pictures
[01:59.579]Always cherish each other
[02:01.039]I'll always love ya
[02:02.345]And I'll be in the back of your memory
[02:04.193]And I know you'll never forget me
[02:05.731]Just don't get sad when remembering
[02:08.047]And, little bro, keep making me proud
[02:10.393]You better marry that girl
[02:11.958]'Cause she's faithfully down
[02:13.609]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows
[02:15.610]Just know that if I could be there, I would
[02:17.828]And should you ever see parenthood
[02:19.341]I know you'll be good at it
[02:21.008]Oh, almost forgot to do something
[02:22.687]Thank my father, too
[02:24.256]I actually learned a lot from you
[02:26.542]You taught me what not to do
[02:28.776]And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance
[02:30.465]To have one last heart-to-heart, honest
[02:32.508]And open talk to you
[02:34.580]Dudey, I see you, I go to walk to you
[02:36.918]And I can feel my soul leave my body
[02:38.778]And float across the room
[02:40.593]Nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out
[02:43.642]Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down
[02:46.881]Girls, please don't get upset
[02:48.537]I see them cheeks soaking and wet
[02:50.287]As you squeeze hold of my neck
[02:51.568]So forcibly, don't wanna let
[02:53.774]Me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks
[02:56.803]With every second, each closer to death
[02:59.556]But suddenly, I feel my heart begin to beat slow
[03:02.248]Then a breath, machines go:
[03:04.826]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this shit
[03:07.527]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape, find an escape
[03:10.892]Make a beeline, try and awake
[03:13.283]From this dream, I need to re-find
[03:15.055]My inner strength, to remind me
[03:17.556]Even if a steep climb, I must take
[03:19.434]To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewinding the tape
[03:25.514](I don't want it)
[03:26.737]I'll put out this last album
[03:28.144]Then I'm done with it
[03:29.045]One hundred percent finished
[03:30.428]Fed up with it
[03:31.217]I'm hanging it up, **** it
[03:32.857]Excuse the cursing
[03:34.108]Baby, but just know
[03:35.227]That I'm a good person
[03:36.443]Though they portray me as cold
[03:37.862]And if things should worsen
[03:39.530]But I bet you they won't
[03:40.837]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
[03:43.044]Shred these old letters I wrote
[03:44.705]All that old pathetic loathing
[03:46.378]Closing credits can roll
[03:47.594]I'm proud to be back
[03:49.123]I'm 'bout to, like a rematch
[03:50.936]Outdo, Relapse
[03:52.449]With Recovery, Mathers LP2
[03:54.842]Help propel me to, victory laps
[03:57.387]Gas toward 'em and fast forward the past
[03:59.646]Consider the last four minutes as
[04:01.614]The song I'd have sang to my daughters
[04:03.156]If I'd have made it to the hospital
[04:04.676]Less than two hours later, but I fought it
[04:07.180]Came back like a boomerang on 'em
[04:08.879]Now a new day is dawning
[04:10.240]I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning
[04:11.784]Now I know